well my baby is gone again but hey its a whole lot better this time i have gotten to talk to him every nite he has been gone then text for like an hr when we get off the phone its great!! but i still miss him being here with me and sleeping beside me cuz the 17 days he was in he stayed with me IT WAS AMAZING!! i love him so much!!but neway just wanted to update ttyl byebye

kristen

i love my houston forever and ever!!!

hey yall!!! gosh its been so long huh? well im doing a whole lot better i didnt think i was gonna be able to live that first month houston was gone without me seeing him and waking up everyday knowing i cant hear his voice yeah it was crazy we were both having a hard time but now everything is getting a whole lot better!!! bc guess what i get to see him in 2 weeks out of 13 weeks yeah im so excited me and him have been dating a yr now crazy huh? i love him so much and its gonna be awesome when i can be back in his arms again seeming like the first time...

so neways i havent really been up to nothing was suppose to go to florida but that got messed up oh well ill be going labor day weekend and staying for a week so its all good plus when i go to sc we are staying in a condo on the beach so i cant complain... i see houston august 10th (family day) and august 11th (graduation) we can bring him home!!! its gonna me me his mom his dad his cousin zach his aunt tony there daughter abby and i cant remember anybody else that might be it though...

well i just wanted to update even though nobody really ever gets on here anymore cuz everybody has myspace so check me out www.myspace.com/i_love_my_houston17. . .

love yall

kristen and houston FOREVER!!!

i love him* ^^^

gah could this third day get any better?? nope not at all im so depressed hurt and upset i feel like total dog shit i just wannah hear his voice i just wannah write him for gah sakes but i would love to hear his voice one last time.....i love u so much houston i just wish i knew what u were thinking doing just nething why does it have to be like this?? i miss u muffy....

<3 kristen

i love him*

so here i am updating this so called thing XANGA!!...

well as u all know houston is going to the marines and he leaves me this tuesday who would have ever thought it would have came this fast!! me and him have been dating for 10 months now and ive loved every second of it! even though we get into are arguments sometimes little and sometimes very big lol i still love him more then he will ever know!! i just cant believe he is about to leave me here for 3 months its just gonna suck so bad not having him here to tell me how beautiful i am and how much he loves me and to just kiss and hold me if yall only knew what i have been going through!! which i know sam is going through the same thing i am im sure she is.. she's dating shane and he is leaving with houston i just know its gonna be really hard for me and her to see them leave shanes mom is driving us to shreveport tuesday night at around 8 then we can say are goodbyes and hang for a little bit i just dont know how im gonna be able to say goodbye to the person i wannah spend the rest of my life with..im gonna be going from seeing him almost every single day to not seeing him for 3 months to talking to him everyday to not being able to hardley talk to him but through letters!! i just know its coming and its coming so fast!!! he had has going away party lastnight and they had a slide show which was done by zach his cousin which done the best job ever on it i started crying so bad it was so sad it was just a bunch of pictures of him from a little kid till now then me and him were in it and then at the end his family had wrote letters and that was also in there and that just about killed everybody i feel so bad for every one of his family members im sure there going through the same thing!!! nobody wants him to leave its just something he wants to do i just wish it wouldnt have been something like this!! ive never been in this kind of relationship with anybody but i have so much courage and trust and honor and i dont see myself being without him i dont care how long i have to wait i will always be here when he comes back till he has served his 4 yrs in the marines!! some people say aww yall aint gonna make it well u know what fuck yall cuz its happening i dont give a shit what yall say anymore yall put me down and tell me shit like that it just hurts more and some of the people that tell me this is the closest to me if u didnt know this its a real fucked up thing to say something like that to somebody!! i can do this i wannah do this..i just cant talk about this anymore im already sitting here squaling...

houston i love u more then u will ever know ur my bestfriend my boyfriend ur my everything u mean so much to me i cant loose u and it wont happen not here and not now i will always be with u and be by ur side we are gonna get married one day and i just cant wait for the day i will always be with u no matter what!! its just gonna be so hard without u here by my side baby......

so its been a long time sense i posted i know this but it kinda gets boring every once in a while lol ok lets see well my easter was very very good this was my best one from my mom which i already knew what i was getting cuz i picked it out lol i got an lsu cup filled with chocolate and a really good candle and some pointy shoes that are very cute!!! then from my baby muffin i got like lots of candy (hot tamales, reeses pieces, mints, and a big pack of gum) then he got me this really huge bunny it is sooo SOFT!! and then he got me a really cute card it was so sweet i love him to death thank u so much baby!!! also on easter i ate some really good food down at my mammaws it was awesome!!

so this whole week has kinda been boring besides the fact houston came over tuesday and wednesday i dont get to see him today cuz he has to work but i will get to see him friday lol oh yeah tuesday we watched hostel that was a really good movie but so torturing i feel bad for them!!

oh yeah i went to shreveport with my mom and mammaw and my lil sis it was soooo much fun we went to the boardwalk and ate at the best place joes crab shack ive never ate there before but believe me ill be eating there alot now and the boardwalk was amazing its soo big we didnt even get to see half of it i got alot of new stuff!!

well that about sums everything up now im about to go find something to eat and watch some t.v then go to town later.... i love u houston so much ur the best i could ever have mwah muffy

kristen ~n~ housty